Erk

He tries to play it all cool as if he wants to catch up, but he after two texts the truth comes out. At first, i thought he wanted me to buy him weed ‘cause of my med card, but i told him it expired and he was like “That’s not what i want, bro.” and then he tells me what he’s really after and that’s ecstasy.

Most of the ecstasy here in Cali is bullshit. They’re meth bombs and terrible, and i told him so. 

End of conversation. 

Druggie friends are true friends.

It’s from 10pm-2am which is kind of weird, but whatever. It’s my friend’s b-day and we’re all just gonna party in that allotted time i guess. I heard this dude is bringing 25 pills of ecstasy to share. I must admit, i care more about that than i do about the birthday.

I smoked a lot yesterday with my friend. Pretty much faded all day yesterday. But that’s not the point. The point is, at some point, we wanted ecstasy. Point. Long story short: we never got it.

Short story long: i texted a bunch of people i had forgotten about in my phone and reconnected with some (which was cool) and even got a new dealer out of it. Her name is Betty. Bet-E. Get it?? Get it??! Yeah, she didn’t think it was that funny either…

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Cats are normally furry motherfuckers who get pissed at you for everything and are always like:

What use do they have other than comforting a crazy, cat lady? Well, that’s where ecstasy comes in. Pop a pill and then you’ll be glad you had a cat. Have you ever petted a cat? How ‘bout on ecstasy? How ‘bout for 2 straight hours while on ecstasy?

Then you, sir, haven’t lived. Imagine wrapping yourself in the softest materials known to man (plus fabric softener) and then multiplying that by a bajillion!! Then you’ll catch a glimpse of what it feels like to pet a cat while rolling.

Just don’t touch its tongue. If you touch its tongue, then it’s game over. It’ll feel like a thousand knives just impaled themselves into your hand, stuck there until the end of time.

Since i was up all night two nights ago, i guess i didn’t realize how sleepy my body was ‘cause i didn’t really feel sleepy at all. But as soon as i got on my bed around 6 or 7 last night, i knocked out completely. So i got about 12 hours of sleep o__o Go me?

Ecstasy
Roofies
Indica
Cocaine
Kush

MDMA
Absinthe
LSD
Dope
Oxycotin
Nicotine
Acid
Demerol
Opium

I’ve yet to have a bad experience with drugs. I’ve never gotten E-pression, too high, or a bad trip on anything. All my friends have and i always wondered why i was the lucky one. My friend figures it’s ‘cause i’m not depressed.

I just noticed that a lot of my friends are diagnosed with depression. So maybe doing drugs isn’t the best thing for them. Pot’s been known for making a bad situation worse.

I have stuff in my life to be depressed over, but i guess i’m not “technically” depressed which is totally fine by me. It just means i can do drugs for what they’re for: fun; not to make me feel better or whatever. It’s just for fun.

I hadn’t rolled in, like, a month and a half (that’s a long time for me) so today’s roll was amazing. Plus, we got one of our friends do try it for the first time and they enjoyed it so much! Well, i can’t see how you wouldn’t. We chilled at my place for most of it just listening to music, talking, and smoking cigarettes.

I wish we had smoked pot, but my dealer was being difficult and couldn’t sell until really late so i was just like “forget about it.”

Great day :]

I do drugs. I like drugs. Drugs are fun. I don’t do it for attention or ‘cause my life is a mess. I do it for every other reason people who drugs do drugs. Drugs are awesome. Now, people who haven’t done drugs wouldn’t understand and would just think i’m a druggie.

I never take drugs alone. I’m always with friends when i do ‘em ‘cause i don’t see the point in doing it alone. Drugs help me relax and open up so i prefer doing them in social settings with other people who are doing them.

I research whatever i’m gonna taken. I don’t just mindlessly smoke or take everything that’s handed to me. If people are gonna do drugs, don’t be stupid about it. Drugs are dangerous as fuck and shouldn’t be messed around with, so people should be safe when doing them. It may sound like an oxymoron, but seriously, know what you’re about to put into your body.

I won’t touch meth or heroin. One of my exes was a meth addict (not while we were going out), but i saw what it did to him. Before & after shit. So that’s already keeping me at bay. And i’ve heard so many stories about meth and heroin; enough so that i won’t even touch it.

The only time i ever had a bad drug experience was from Dramamine which is a motion sickness drug you can get over the counter. But my recreational drug use has yet to give me any reason to stop.

I just felt like giving my two cents on drugs for me.

A molly is a pure MDMA capsule. MDMA is the primary ingredient in ecstasy that gives the awesome feelings that ecstasy is taken for.

I took one a week ago, but it had no effect on me and i thought it was ‘cause of the benandryl medication i had taken earlier that day.

Yesterday, we gave a friend of mine a molly for her first roll ever, but she, too, did not feel anything. My friend took one and he said he was rolling balls, but i’m starting to think that some of the capsules we got were bunk. Idk though. I’m hoping they’re not ‘cause a pure MDMA roll is something that i definitely want to feel.

They gave me Benadryl at my doctor’s appointment yesterday to knock me out. Then i took a pure MDMA capsule at night, but i don’t feel anything after an hour so i take a red lollipop. Still nothing.

My friend was rolling balls so it wasn’t the pills. The only conclusion i can come up with is that the Benadryl medication somehow negated the effects of mdma ‘causing me to have no roll at all.

So if you’re taking Benadryl, don’t take E. It’ll just be a waste of a pill.